i am sick.
about 5 am this morning, i woke up with god damn stomachache.
i rushed into toilet and i had a bad time there.
at the meanwhile, i was thinking, what happened.
i thought maybe it’s because i was too anxious to take care of my health.
complaining things about job, do no good for me.
i knew i should stop thinking it, but i still put myself in an anxious and nervous condition.
and this is why i suffer all this pain today.
i worked four hours only. this feeling is hard to describe.
i was using computer surfing the net, listening to favorite music.
just like i stayed at home.
it’s not bad, isn’t it.
i think i should learn to relax.
especially when i am really concentrate on my hobby or favorite things.
i would always ignore the signal that body sent to.
this is not good.
i would remember this feeling when i stayed in the toilet,
and this will warn myself to relax and take a break.
therefore, what i suffered today is worthy for a lesson.