when i was riding
it’s been a long time i have not rade my bicycle
thanks to the bad weathers of holidays these weeks.
when i was riding at the countryside near my grandmother’s house,
i had thought a lot.
i thought my job was a programmer.
writing codes to comunicate with computers,
so that it would helps me doing routine jobs human doesn’t like.
is this what i want to do?
i do this job because it’s at my home town.
i do this because i majored at information-related in college and graduate.
i do this because it’s stable.
but is this what i want?
i mean if i did not study computer science, i may not be there.
i love singing. when i was happy or i wanted to be happy,
i liked to sing. i think i am good at it even my mom did not approve of it.
and i never thought i would be a singer one day.
i am an adult who loses my own dreams, and i don’t want myself feel frustrated in the future.
i have to change.
when i was riding with the sunset today, i had a sweet day dream.
i felt really happy and i wanted to keep that feeling forever.
i may lose my enthusiasm these days.
whatever, i need to be happier,
i could pull myself together and be myself as soon.