i have a feeling,
a feeling i have not felt for a long long time.
because of this feeling, i can’t sleep well.
because of this feeling, i concerned a lot.
due to this feeling, i looked like a fool.
and it’s all because this feeling, i losed my mind.
this feeling is complicated.
i have no idea which is the happiness.
is loneliness happiness?
or to suffer this feeling is happiness?
i don’t know.